I just want someone to save me. I can't stand feeling afraid in my own house. I wish I could go somewhere, far away from my dad. I don't want to be around him anymore. I was just in the living room watching tv and he raised his voice a little and I could feel how my body was screaming at me to run out of that room. But I have to sit and pretend that I'm okay with him in that room. That I'm not totally nauseous from the fear I feel toward him. I wish I was anywhere but here. Trapped in this hell hole of a fake family.