I want to live

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I want to live there’s so much for me, so why do I not want to live? It hurts to think of death instead of college. I want to go to college. It hurts to want to taste a gun and not want to have a baby. I want to have a baby! It hurts to dream of the possibilities because I don’t want any of them there’s something wrong with everything in this world and mostly there’s so much wrong with me. I wish I wanted to live