i want my life to be exciting again. this year has ripped many things away from me and i’m feel like i’m not truly living. i want be be able to see my friends. i want to drive around with my favorite songs playing and screaming out the lyrics until my throat is raw. i miss live concerts. i miss the friends you’d make for a night at a show, then sometimes forget about in the coming months, or they last a life time. i miss playing music with my band, my best friends. i just want to play live shows, tour the world, make so many friends. i can’t think of anything else i want to do with my life other than music. i want to run through the town at night after playing a show, scrape up my knees, mess up my hair, chop it all off, i don’t care. i just want to live again.