Its frustrating, school, life, career, grades, money, food. Its just i cant think straight, my nails have been bitten to its end i am frustrated and dont know what to do, as if i could ask for help on my family, but no theyll just tell me its a drama, i wanna rest but i dont have time, i want everything to stop. When i try to stop at everything and eventually go back the strees is still there and just keeps adding, its better for the world to stop but how can that happen, its impossible, everything swallows my thoughts and replacing them with worries and problems, i take a break and when i go back to reality, problems are piled up, you cant lay on the bed for the whole day there are chores and stuff but i cant, i dont wanna, im tired, its nit like i want to die, but stress kept coming and i dont know how to handle them. At the end of my break nothing actually happened, and i will think about those kinda thoughts again. Its tiring, a never ending loop.