I am writing this for second time in this site.. i know this is the best place to cry for ..because i have not any tears left to cry..I am devasted tired but none to tell ..none to complain .i don't want people to know that i am a crybaby..But trust me i have tried everything to be just happy for one day just once..but i failed miserably.
I dont know what to feel ..I am losing all reasons to be alive. I am devasted in my carrier my everything..
I am eventually losing everything i am getting attached..Nobody will know what is bothering me..Nobody will know what is killing me inside..
I just want this post to be disapper in this ocean of sorrows..
I just want to sleep and never wake up ..
What do you expect when you are having nightmare in your real life..
I dont want to say anything to anyone..Sometimes it hurts when you trying just be happy ..Buy circumstances your destiny never want you to be so..
I don't know what kind of karma i am getting everyday..
Everyday is like a nightmare to me..
Nothing is fun anymore..Nothing is giving me hope that it would be better..
I know nobody's gonna read it ..
Still i am writing this cause it helps my heart to breathe a. Lil bit..