I was stuck at my aunt house because of lockdown, she have two son and the eldest is of my age, we are first cousins, when i was in deep sleep he sexually harrassed me, his hands were in my bra and inside of my pants when i woke up. I was paralyzed by fear. To this day i think that im losing myself everyday is hard, i don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I want to erase that night.