I never knew anything about love before cause I was not allowed to have a relationship. When I tried, it was horrible. And I just realized now 4 years after, my past two relationships, I was sexually harassed and my first boyfriend attempted to rape me. I was so dumb and never knew anything. I was so innocent and naive. They took advantage of me. I thought it was just normal in a bf-gf relationship but it was not. I was so stupid.