I screwed up everything that was going good for me. I had a loving boyfriend, a great job that was about to start. We were supposed to move in together and life was going to be good. but I let my family and my issues ruin everything.
I have always been neglected and pointed to and bullied by my family. My mother oce told me, I would love the day when you get into a deep depression and are too sad to get out of your bed. well, congratulations mother, your wishes came true. you are the worst mother ever. you shouldnt have the opportunity to have childern. you have driven your husband to depression and now you have successfully pushed me too.
Since the day I was 14, every birthday I have wished it too be my last. I am 25 now. I wish death comes sooner.