I have enough number of people in my life whom i can trust and lean on but somehow i feel so lonely from within. I don't know what exactly will give me my peace of mind. I know life is hard sometimes almost everytime right. I want to run away to somewhere but i don't know from what i am running from. I want to hold someone and cry like hell but i seriously don't know why i wanted to cry. Constantly I feeling scared feeling nervous but i don't know what m scared of. I wanted to get out quit my current situation but i don't if ill quit this...then what m gonna do after that i have done my degree 4yrs of my life then it's been almost more than 4yrs i am in this IT field but i don't want to stay here but also don't know if ill quit this then what i really want to do how ill manage to earn again. Life is difficult i know but now it's getting suffocating. I really don't want to get up tomorrow and do that shitty work again. I want my peace of mind. M feeling like I am losing myself now. I want help but I don't know for what exactly I want help for.