Sometimes I wish I could just start over again. I would do so many things differently. I would have fought harder, spoke up more, given more, taken more. Savored all of it and loved all of it. I fall empty at the mere thought of something I've missed or lost because of my own fear. I have nothing now, and of course you never really know what you have until it's time. The saddest phrase known, the most common, and the hardest to realize.The word I hear ringing is "more" as each second of the clock pushed me forward, never back. I wish I could just start over again.