In the end, no one truly understands. I wish they knew how disappointed I am in myself, how much I hate myself, how much I wish i didn't exist, how bad I want to leave this place. But i've been misunderstood and seen as ignorant and cold, when I'm trying my best to be the person they want me to be. And I'm sorry, if I never met your expectations. I'm not perfect, and I wish I was. I know how everybody is saying no one is perfect, but to see yourself being compared to someone way better than yourself just hurts so much.