I hate myself, I wish I was the pretty girl everyone liked or the nice one everyone would talk to. No I'm just the weird girl with a weird body that apparently wants to be a boy. I have acne which everyone reminds me of all the time, my fashion style isn't awesome and my hair is all over the place. And on top of that, I found out my best friend secretly hated me and talked so much shit behind my back which just made the whole fucking day worst. I couldn't tell my parents anything cuz what are they gonna do... I couldn't cry they would know something up... I couldn't talk to them.. I could just put on a fake smile as always... I wish I wasn't ashamed of myself....