I wish I was never born . I have been feeling like this for a really really long time. I think it must have started after I was tricked into going to a boarding school by parents I don't resent them for this I love my parents it's just after I came back from it after 1 year when I was in 4th grade I started feeling lonely , not needed, a burden to my parents. I fell in love my older cousin sister but by the time I realised this she was getting married this was before I knew anything about love so when I realised what my feelings where it was already too late . I just bottled up my feelings about that I may cry to sleep ever now and then pitying myself thinking that all I cause is worry and sadness and disappointment to my parent. My parents are really amazing people they deserve a better son than me I have bad grades, I am stubborn, I argue with them a lot. I am a horrible person I don't deserve to be alive I just wish I had someone who I could tell everything about me and she would accept me for who I am I really wish I never existed then I wouldn't feel this pain and cause such disappointment and sadness to the people I care about alot about.I have thought about suicide alot as well I just can't bear to feel like this anymore I just want it to be over with. I am sorry for making u all listen to me rant I was just feeling really really sad and wanted a bit of comfort but u don't have to do anything. I don't deserve anything so thank you for reading and sorry for making u read this.

I wish I was never born . I have been feeling like this for a really really long time. I think it must have started after I was tricked into going to a boarding school by parents I don't resent them for this I love my parents it's just after I came back from it after 1 year when I was in 4th grade I started feeling lonely , not needed, a burden to my parents. I fell in love my older cousin sister but by the time I realised this she was getting married this was before I knew anything about love so when I realised what my feelings where it was already too late . I just bottled up my feelings about that I may cry to sleep ever now and then pitying myself thinking that all I cause is worry and sadness and disappointment to my parent. My parents are really amazing people they deserve a better son than me I have bad grades, I am stubborn, I argue with them a lot. I am a horrible person I don't deserve to be alive I just wish I had someone who I could tell everything about me and she would accept me for who I am I really wish I never existed then I wouldn't feel this pain and cause such disappointment and sadness to the people I care about alot about.I have thought about suicide alot as well I just can't bear to feel like this anymore I just want it to be over with.I am sorry for making u all listen to me rant I was just feeling really really sad and wanted a bit of comfort but u don't have to do anything. I don't deserve anything so thank you for reading and sorry for making u read this.

First off, hang in there. Second, you won't know till it happens, but you are very much needed and will make a difference in someone's life. Of course you deserve love, like anyone else. The tricky part is that it's very hard to let anyone else love us when we don't love ourselves (in my own life, I came to the conclusion that it was this perverse circle by which, since I hated myself, I thought anyone who liked me was dumb). My advice would be to think about the person you want to be, a person deserving of love and admiration. What do you need to do to gain your own respect? That will give you purpose. Work on yourself till you are the best you can be and keep in mind that many things are outside of our control. Unrequited love is painful, but a clear hint the person was not for you. Keep reaching out if you need help and remember, no one can be you, and you, whichever version you choose to be, are exactly what someone might need.

First off, hang in there.Second, you won't know till it happens, but you are very much needed and will make a difference in someone's life. Of course you deserve love, like anyone else. The tricky part is that it's very hard to let anyone else love us when we don't love ourselves (in my own life, I came to the conclusion that it was this perverse circle by which, since I hated myself, I thought anyone who liked me was dumb).My advice would be to think about the person you want to be, a person deserving of love and admiration. What do you need to do to gain your own respect? That will give you purpose. Work on yourself till you are the best you can be and keep in mind that many things are outside of our control. Unrequited love is painful, but a clear hint the person was not for you. Keep reaching out if you need help and remember, no one can be you, and you, whichever version you choose to be, are exactly what someone might need.

Re: I wish I was never born

Hi there,I am not here to give u comfort. I am just here to tell u, i was felt that way too but I decide to live till the world kill me off because I m scared of pain and dying is painful. While I m living I can't decide how to, so now I am living a day by a day. Getting through it, I hope we both found a reason that make us feel that we are worth it in this earth.

Hi there,I am not here to give u comfort. I am just here to tell u, i was felt that way too but I decide to live till the world kill me off because I m scared of pain and dying is painful. While I m living I can't decide how to, so now I am living a day by a day. Getting through it, I hope we both found a reason that make us feel that we are worth it in this earth.