I just want somebody to love me, I want people to compliment me, I want people to notice me. I spend hours on my appearance because I just want people to think I'm pretty. I dream of a boyfriend who compliments me and loves me, but because I've never had that I just think that I'm a worthless unlovable human. I have no place in this world since I have no skill, the only thing I'd be good at is being a housewife but nobody thinks I'm worth marrying and nobody will. I hate myself so much and I wish that I could ask for compliments without seeming like an attention whore. I don't want to be the centre of attention, I just want people to be able to look at me and think "she's pretty", that's all I care about.I hope somebody can understand me, and I hope somebody knows how I feel but it's just so hard to describe, I know what I mean but can't find the words to express it.