I just want somebody to love me, I want people to compliment me, I want people to notice me. I spend hours on my appearance because I just want people to think I'm pretty. I dream of a boyfriend who compliments me and loves me, but because I've never had that I just think that I'm a worthless unlovable human. I have no place in this world since I have no skill, the only thing I'd be good at is being a housewife but nobody thinks I'm worth marrying and nobody will. I hate myself so much and I wish that I could ask for compliments without seeming like an attention whore. I don't want to be the centre of attention, I just want people to be able to look at me and think "she's pretty", that's all I care about. I hope somebody can understand me, and I hope somebody knows how I feel but it's just so hard to describe, I know what I mean but can't find the words to express it.

I just want somebody to love me, I want people to compliment me, I want people to notice me. I spend hours on my appearance because I just want people to think I'm pretty. I dream of a boyfriend who compliments me and loves me, but because I've never had that I just think that I'm a worthless unlovable human. I have no place in this world since I have no skill, the only thing I'd be good at is being a housewife but nobody thinks I'm worth marrying and nobody will. I hate myself so much and I wish that I could ask for compliments without seeming like an attention whore. I don't want to be the centre of attention, I just want people to be able to look at me and think "she's pretty", that's all I care about.I hope somebody can understand me, and I hope somebody knows how I feel but it's just so hard to describe, I know what I mean but can't find the words to express it.

Oh girl I hear ya loud and clear. Your too normal for the 21st.. I must get you back to where you belong.... Hop in.. ( the "delorean") Ok, lessee... Flux capacitor fluxing.... 1.21 gigawatts jiggin...OK my dear , Im settin year for 1975..your gonna LOVE IT!...Your wont need to be a "attn whore" Your natural "self pride" (the good kind) , which was normal and acceptable then, will have boys MAKING you the center of attn...Ill gaurnTEE, ppl of this time period,lived out every 70s love song, and you'll be swimming in romance, told your pretty MANY times a day, treated special, respected,and your worth will be far above rubys!..Guys will be attentive, nurturing, affectionate, considerate with cards ,flowers,hand written love notes/ w/goofy pics drawn, nightly phone calls right on time (my case ... CB radio walkie talkie standing on roof top.....sometimes in the rain..LOL)...Id be willing to bet all my life savings (maybe 1000$..LOL) just one WEEK in MY time period, you would NEVER EVER NEVER..... wanna come back to the 21st..... My heart breaks for ya girl, truly!....What your wanting, but see VERY few ppl GETTING.... nowdays... Is what every young heart USED to naturally yearn for...OMG! seriously, If I were like ...like a million yrs younger, Id be askin for your # just ta chew on y'ear a bit. Im bettin there IS a guy ..RIGHT NOW, reading this sayin ... Hmmm?" I gotsa get this girls snap chat" or tiktok (can ya talk on tik tok???...LOL)...My point is girl, PLEASE dont stop , or give up on this dream. Your a girl after my own heart, Your HARDLY worthless (bite YOUR TONGUE girl?..)..Besides, plenty of women of ANY time period may not have a passion for a profession in their late teens /early mid 20s) so give yourself a CHANCE to experience some things , and that means not hiding inside on the WWW waiting on this life to just present you with all its possibiltys.. Ive been encouraging youg ppl to get out to the forests / State parks, become involved in the activitys/ wild life programs, nature walks, sports like disc golf / biking... Its good Covid relief as well. THATS where your gonna MORE likely meet a guy who I described in 1975 AND..... more likely a guy , who is old fashioned marrying for a happy house wife/ kids life style...No girl , you keep being/ doing YOU and with the world being as isolated as it IS ... today, its gonna be alot harder to see this dream to fruition, SOOOOO, dont hold back when it comes to being HONEST about letting it be KNOWN that you want this outta life. Yeah , it will put off some ppl, but it will also attract the right, 'honest, true to themselves kinda ppl", who see themselves in exactly what your saying here. It was refreshing to hear you humanly verbalize some real honesty. Gives me some hope!

Oh girl I hear ya loud and clear. Your too normal for the 21st.. I must get you back to where you belong.... Hop in..  ( the "delorean") Ok, lessee... Flux capacitor fluxing.... 1.21 gigawatts jiggin...OK my dear , Im settin year for 1975..your gonna LOVE IT!...Your wont need to be a "attn whore" Your natural "self pride" (the good kind) , which was normal and acceptable then, will have boys MAKING you the center of attn...Ill gaurnTEE, ppl of this time period,lived out every 70s love song, and you'll be  swimming in romance, told your pretty MANY times a day, treated special, respected,and your worth will be far above rubys!..Guys will be attentive, nurturing, affectionate, considerate with cards ,flowers,hand written love notes/ w/goofy pics drawn, nightly phone calls right on time (my case ... CB radio walkie talkie standing on roof top.....sometimes in the rain..LOL)...Id be willing to bet all my life savings (maybe 1000$..LOL) just one WEEK in MY time period, you would NEVER EVER NEVER..... wanna come back to the 21st.....My heart breaks for ya girl, truly!....What your wanting, but  see VERY few ppl GETTING.... nowdays... Is what every young heart   USED to naturally yearn for...OMG! seriously, If I were like ...like a million yrs younger, Id be askin for your # just ta chew on y'ear a bit. Im bettin there IS a guy ..RIGHT NOW,  reading this sayin ... Hmmm?" I gotsa get this girls snap chat" or tiktok (can ya talk on tik tok???...LOL)...My point is girl, PLEASE dont stop , or give up on this dream. Your a girl after my own heart, Your HARDLY worthless (bite YOUR TONGUE girl?..)..Besides, plenty of women of ANY time period may not have a passion for a profession  in their late teens /early mid 20s) so give yourself a CHANCE to experience some things , and that means not hiding inside on the WWW waiting on this life to just present you with all its possibiltys.. Ive been encouraging youg ppl to get out to the forests / State parks, become involved in the activitys/  wild life programs, nature walks, sports like disc golf / biking... Its good Covid relief as well. THATS where your gonna MORE likely meet a guy who I described in 1975 AND..... more likely a guy , who is old fashioned marrying for a happy house wife/ kids life style...No girl , you keep being/ doing YOU and with the world being as isolated as it IS ... today, its gonna be alot harder to see this dream to fruition, SOOOOO, dont hold back when it comes to being HONEST about letting it be KNOWN that  you want this outta life. Yeah , it will put off some ppl, but it will also attract the right, 'honest, true to themselves kinda ppl", who see themselves in exactly what your saying here. It was refreshing to hear you humanly verbalize some real  honesty. Gives me some hope!