I wish you cared for me, as much as i do for you. It's hopeless for me, that's why i want to let it go. To let other people know i guess. so here:
s.h, I like you a lot. You give me such mixed signals and I don't know what to do. I want to move on from you, but it seems like, with every time that I'm reminded, I just start falling all over again. You're what I want, but I know I can't have. Innocence, beauty and charm. I want to let go, because if I lure you in you'll only get hurt. That's what always happens, I don't think I'm deserving of love. What am I meant to do? All I want to do is hug you in my arms, but when the time comes I just brush you off. I want you to like me back, but you should fucking hate me.