I just want to shrivel up and pass away. I feel like such an outsider with my family. They could care less or need me for that fact. It doesn’t matter what I do...it’s only me trying. My husband has zero feelings for me, my kids ignore me...I’m so alone in this family. All they care about is their phones. Try to get them to spend time together is a joke. They are better off with out me. Everyone is. I CAN be replaced...it’s called a housekeeper.