My parents would kill me if they knew, but not only am I a lesbian (they know that) I am also nonbinary and have been since I was 15...I'm now 21. I want top surgery. I have been binding for years now in secret, but my chest is so large that its easy to tell I'm afab. I hate this, it feels like a prison. Every time I look in the mirror I press my chest flat and feel elated at what I see there. The first large sum of money I get I'm getting a reduction to an a cup OR complete top surgery--though a reduction would be more socially acceptable in my home. I just want to feel right in my body. As flat as I can get.