he makes me feel worthless and like i’m always wrong. but i cant leave him. he’s not even my boyfriend and yet i feel like i’m in a toxic relationship. he’s always calling me selfish, a hypocrite, and that i’m toxic... and i always say sorry but i honestly don’t understand what i’m apologizing for. i know the reason i won’t leave him is because i’m scared to be alone again. but i also think he’s a good person, despite some of the things he says to me and the sad way he makes me feel.