i can’t talk to no one. i know people will think something is wrong with me. I’m a soldier regardless i will never forget i bout typed the wrong thing and my thoughts jumped ahead and i forgot what i was going to say there’s petiole in my head i feel maybe family members there’s 2 sometimes 3 the third only comes idk. but the 2 comes regularly i can’t show anyone this. i’m never going to a pyshward. nothing is wrong with me i’m just lonely and idk other things i just can’t say i’m planning on seeing someone someday for this counselor maybe a therapist idk.