Why do I even have to think this way... I mean I just wish there's was a way for me to STOP wanting to kms.... But idk how to stop. I wanna just die peacefully but sadly I don't think I can. I just wish that people would stop caring, and stop listening to what I have to say because 1.) I'd be able to die easier 2.) I just don't know what to do anymore. So yeah and if any of all have depression or suffer from it just know KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND NEVER GIVE UP... Unlike me because you see we're not keeping my head up got me to... People not wanting to be my friend, people just giving up on me and saying I'm useless and I actually still believe them.