uh so. Idk anymore. I’m never the #1 per say, if someone likes me, they eventually leave me and it always happens so Ig it must be my fault. I made some friends recently, I care about them more than anything in the world and I introduced them to another friend of mine. Anyway, now I’m feeling more left out again. I can barely hold a conversation with either of them anymore and when I talk to the friend who I introduced them to, she just mostly talks about how great they are. I’m alone.. again. It fucking hurts but it’s just facts and I really don’t think any of them care much about me even tho I care about them with every inch of myself. Idk anymore. I guess sometimes, some people are just meant to be alone.