Ok I know there will be at least one person saying to stop with the self pity or stop faking but screw it. So mental illnesses I have anxiety, undiagnosed depression, undiagnosed ptsd, adhd, adhd caused tics, stress, and OCD. Pysical illnesses I have migraines, eczema, knee pain, foot pain, joint pain, lower back pain, upper back pain, shoulder pain, and arm pain. In the past I've been sexually harrased by my grandpa by him making me sit on his lap, him touching my butt, him kissing me on the lips, making me sleep with him, and spitting alcohol in my mouth. This all happened when I was 9. When I was 5 I fell in a lake and was on the verge of death after being under for almost 3 minutes. I'm not saying Ive had a worse life then anyone and I'm not saying I'm superior then anyone and I'm not saying I need everyone's Pity for my pain I just needed to tell someone about everything because everyone finds me annoying no one will sit down and listen to me.