im tired. i had a friend group that was kinda just a school thing and we hung out after school and go to the mall together on the weekends or whatever. but when like i have problems such as like feeling kinda depressed or whatever, they were never there, and i kinda got used to that friend group being a "for show" kinda friend group so i decided to quit today, i told them that i didn't want that kinda vibe but now i feel irresponsible for not explaining myself thoroughly but the damage is done. anyways i have nobody by my side except two people i think i can kinda rely on but then i feel like they'd be bother with my problems. i feel so alone in this that i just wanna make it all stop.