I’ve been having the worse thoughts of self harm, and my only friend won’t listen to me when I need it the most. He thinks it’s annoying I keep having these thoughts. I can tell he doesn’t want to deal with me, and that hurts. Knowing I would help him in need, no questions asked. This sometimes feels like the last straw. I just wish that he would understand my feelings and be more compassionate. I know I should drop him, because no one should be treated like this. But it’s hard.