i feel overwhelmed and ignored at the same time. my friends do small things that plummet my mood, and i just want them to notice me and care but i get paranoid and upset when i hear a notification from them. certain noises stress me out and give me headaches, i have one friend who rants about themselves and always talks about certain things that have happened to them but get unbothered and say that they can’t deal with it when i speak back or i’m just ignored and so i feel like i need to delete it. i’ve vented about my thoughts and lack of self esteem but all they really ever say is that i compare myself and i just need to stop or something. or another friend they just apologise. i get annoyed at this despite how i appreciate their attempts to make me feel better. i also feel like they think that i make all my stuff up and i overreact bc of their lack of response and previous reactions to issues that have occurred. i love them to bits but i always feel distant to them and in the wrong.