Hey! So I am in tenth grade and I have to write the board examination this year. My seniors told me that tenth boards aren't that big of a deal but my parents and teachers told me that my life depends on it. So initially before tenth I had planned everything out from when to study and take tests so that I can be prepared for the boards but because of the pandemic everything has fallen out of place. I started to binge watch kdrama and anime big time and haven't touched my books ever since. I really tried to study but I just can't make up my mind. I have tried every possible method that Google has given so that I can study even a little but nothing worked. I don't have any great goal or ambition to work towards either nor am I good at anything in particular. I feel like I will fail the exams and disappoint myself and my parents without even trying to do something because I really can't. Idk I feel so lost right now. The pandemic is definitely one reason for not being able to study but I am not very stable mentally so that could be another reason. I have tried talking to my friends but I don't like opening up to people in general so that hasn't helped. Idk what to do and I need help.
In short I am a 15 year old emotional and mental wreck who hasn't started studying for the exams that my life depends on and idk what to do now so please help me