idk where to even start with this, sometimes i feel like i cant talk to my friends or even girlfriend about this type of stuff but like sometimes although everything might be really happy i find myself like i guess hating myself. Like i struggle to be satisfied with myself. As a guy society kind of pressures you to be this all around image of being secure and emotionally stable and confident. Which sometimes i am but there are also those moments where i sit and look at myself and i think “wtf is wrong with you.” There are so many people who to me i think are so much better and could do so much better than me. So why me? im not entirely muscularly built, i dont do athletics anymore i just live a normal life. Im average. idk why but i result to vaping and occasional drinking not like over use but just occasional. I look at myself like theres something wrong with me, because i know deep down i hate it but yet i continue. I also overthink and i have a lot of emotions i wish i could like be open about but i feel pressured to keep them to myself because i think people will find it annoying or that im too overly sensitive. I just dont know who to talk to or what to do and it leaves me bottling things up. My girlfriend likes all these things and finds these things attractive but like i dont have all that and it makes me feel like because i dont im lower than other people. does anyone else feel the same?? am i alone? what do i do? how do i stop myself from over thinking? i know i should be myself and i should be happy with myself but how do i do that?