It keeps getting worse. Sometimes I'm happy or too happy or I'm just sad and don't want to be here anymore. I invalidate how I feel because I know others have it worse. I get irritated really easily and sometimes I just don't want to talk and just want to stay in my room. Sometimes I get energy to do many things but it doesn't last, which sucks. I can only tell one person how I feel but I feel like I say too much so I don't tell her anymore. I've lost interesting in everything I've loved and it's the worst feeling.