I want someone to be my bestie, but I already have a bestie, and the person..let's call them "1"..has a bestie too.
I care about 1 like...a lot. But I'm not exactly in 1's friend group. 1's friends don't know me.
1 acknowledges that I care a lot about them, and just..doesn't know how to react..right?
Sometimes I feel like I need to give 1 a lot of space in order to be their friend.
Knowing that 1 exists makes me happy.
I guess I'm basically a simp -w-
I'd do anything to make sure that 1 is happy. ;-;
I just want to be 1's friend, and know that 1 cares about me.
Although I'm already 1's friend, I just feel like I'm not, and 1's probably never going to care about me.
Idk, I have a great life, everything is amazing, but it's just this one fact that bothers me.
Sorry. I know, I know..I have no reason to be venting here, I'm not suffering enough to be able to just...vent..and pretend that everything revolves around me.
Sorry for wasting your time.