17 days ago
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I..don't know

I don't know what to do anymore

I try and I try and I try

And still not good enough


I gave her all this dead weight piece of shit body had left in it and I was still lazy


Always lazy. Always dumb. Always a bitch. When I have been nothing but the opposite !! She can't see my traumas, she refuses too unless its to use it against my father!! I DONT MEAN ANYTHING TO HER. I DONT MEAN ANYTHING TO HIM. I DONT MEAN ANYTHING TO THEM.


I'm annoying, I'm selfish, I'm a burden, I'm a bother, its why I have little amount of friends and no one ever talks to me. I'm alone. And to my girlfriend who is there when she can be I love you so so so much. I know you won't see this, but you've helped. And I'm sorry I bother you so much with my problems.


But I don't have a purpose here. In a hundred years when I'm dead, maybe someone will be sad but soon they'll get over it. Thats how life goes. In the end it all means NOTHING. So why should I stay?





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17 days ago

Re: I..don't know

Oh god my heart breaks as i read this. Mostly because i find myself in it. I can relate and i can tell u no human being deserves to feel like this. Slowly it will go away but not if u don’t try to. I know its hard i have been there and everyday i feel like im burden to my sister to my friends to my family and it doesnt help that i might have addiction. U must take a break and find yourself again, because baby if u r not happy with yourself u can never be happy around others.

i hope sincerely that this helped you. <3