Someone told me something that opened my eyes. That I was mixing up my emotions between love and romance. That when we feel lonely for so long we tend to mix both of them, and end up dating the wrong people that were giving us loveSo yeah, it was a come to Jesus moment for me today. What made me fall for the persons here, wasn't the persons itself. It was the attention and love given in a different ways that I am used to receive. It wasn't romance at all, it was me being lonely and loving the attention I was getting. Nothing more.I don't know any of those woman here, I never spend anytime with them. There is no romance, just friendly random attention. And I got my feeling mixed up in the process cause It was different and I was low after such a hard year.So there is that. No I don't know her, so It's not love. It was the attention that I've liked, and I endured too much for what it was worth it.