my parents see me as a total disappointment. i annoy them so much. i never do anything right and i can never be open with them about my issues because i'll get called a liar or over dramatic and they'll be like "at least you have a roof over your head" like,, A ROOF OVER MY HEAD WON'T FIX ME BEING TRANSGENDER THANKS DAD. im just so sick of it.i also have no real life friends and where i live there's only old people, and i'm not an old people. i feel like i'm not good enough and i know i'm probably better off killing myself but i'm a coward, whatever.