I’m not ok, and that’s ok. I have lots of friends, but i just don’t want to hang out with them. i don’t feel like doing anything that would take effort, especially socially. i feel content in some ways but empty in others. i feel like crying. i have no reason to be sad. people really suck a lot of the time. and i like being a loner. i am very self sufficient and i don’t need to talk about my feelings. whenever i do tell my friends how i’m feeling i just don’t get the response i want. i feel kinda lost. my skins bad and i wish it were better. i needed to put my feelings somewhere. thanks.