Im a sissy who has kept my secret throughout my life. Im 24 years olds and have been on and off wearing panties, bras and other girls clothes since i was 8 years old. My first ever pair of panties was my sisters. I had found them in my laundry and fell in love with panties ever since. I got into sissy porn at around the age of 13 and became shorty addicted. Ive been on and off as a sissy but since being an adult now and living on my own ive really gotten back into it. I wear girly clothes when i can and humiliate myself around the house when i can. Ive had an urge to take it to a new level and either find a mistress or daddy. I still have a feeling towards women but another part of me feels like my path is supposed to be under daddy's cock amd worshipping it. Another fantasy i have is to be lock in a chastity, wearing full lingerie under my boy clothes and going to a strip club and being humiliated by strippers and made to do whatever they want. I feel ashamed for wanting to be a sissy but i want to be proud of who i am. I am a small dicked loser who deserves nothing more than to serve something ill never be, a real man. I love the feeling but dont know what to make of these feeling cause i feel like id be a disappointment to my family. But maybe that would up the humiliation and make me more horny knowing all my friends and family who knew me as a man now know me as the bottom sissy slut. Im hoping to make my final decision in the very near future, just need the encouragement to either find a daddy to make mr his bitch. A mistress who makes me her sissy maid and fucks me with a strapon and humiliate me in front of her friends. Hopefully she will sell my body to men so she can go days without working and call me her cow. Amd finally go to a strip club to be fun of every stripper knowing im giving them my money just so they can humiliate me. I would love to be made to dancs in front of men dressed as a sissy. To suck clients dicks so the club can make money and i cam get the tasty treat of superior semen. I hope to fully brainwash myself to believe im the sissy slave ment to be used abused and forever serve men and women knowing im the sissy, the sub, the maid and the slave.