YT videos, motivational podcasts, Meditation, physical exercise Ive tried to find what i really want to do through these media, but, is there a moment of enlightenment? Is there this spark that goes off, and then you know what exactly you want to do in life? Some say prioritize, find your Dopamine, think, reflect, pause and really find out what you want to do. NO. I just cannot figure out what will keep me happy in life. Ive tried it all. Ive given myself enough time. almost a year. Ive graduated. I dont want to continue this. I know ill be average at this. But i dont want to be that. Coz i know i dont enjoy it. Ill be an ordinary stupid human doing a job he doesnt really like for money.Do all people who work like their job? Do they start of accepting medocrity and never to excel or they know they can achieve more?I have 0 hobbies. I am bad at math. Dont believe in myself. Am ready to work hard but donno what i should be working hard for. Is it always this hard.I need someone to tell me if they ;ove their job. To what extent can you ever be happy with you job. Is this normal? Shoul I just go ahead with my job though i donno whst else i can do to earn.