I'm too embarrassed to tell my friends(all of them are girls) because I feel like they might think I'm flirting with them every 2 seconds. I also can't tell my parents since they are everything you wouldn't want in a parent.

Homophobic, racist, sexist and manyyyy more. I love my parents and I don't think they are bad people, but I feel like... If I told them they would probably send me to church. :\\\\

I don't know what to do and I am very insecure, because I have no one to talk to.

Whenever I'm around people I know I often pretend I want a boyfriend or that a boy is cute. I feel like I'm stuck in a cage and can't do anything. It's hard, because I'm not sure how my friends would react, if kids would bully me at school, or the worst one. My parents would disown me.

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