Im almost 19 and I think Im a loser.Im actually preparing for Medical College admission test but I think im not good enough tho um trying.but I dont know how to serve my best. my friends are doing very good and Im just feelings depressed.I dont know what to do.I have stopped talking to all of my friends. I had only few. Im an introvert in person. But I feel so alone nowadays.Im vising random anonymous chatting website to talk to people. it has become a habit nowadays.All i have learnt from my 19 years of life that Im destined to be alone maybe.Im a loser.I dont know how wud my parents react if I failed to get an admission on Med College. So Im kinda passing thru complex feeling. im always frustrated and angry,sad,disturbed. Overall I hate myself now.I never thought my life wud end up becoming a loser.I dont wanna die..death is scary for me as Im pretty sure I will burn in hell.My parents never get what um going thru.No one understands me.I have no one to share my feelings my thoughts.Im just too alone.Many good people tried to help me but they dont understand what i feel.and also if any boys shows too affections or care.. i fell for them..I hate myself for this..and I dont really prefer to have a good female friends because most of them are just selfish n jealous. Im just facing too many emotional waves.Im.not able to write things on proper sequence. Just writing whatever coming thru my head.And I think I suck at English :) or maybe I suck at everything:)

Im almost 19 and I think Im a loser.Im actually preparing for Medical College admission test but I think im not good enough tho um trying.but I dont know how to serve my best. my friends are doing very good and Im just feelings depressed.I dont know what to do.I have stopped talking to all of my friends. I had only few. Im an introvert in person. But I feel so alone nowadays.Im vising random anonymous chatting website to talk to people. it has become a habit nowadays.All i have learnt from my 19 years of life that Im destined to be alone maybe.Im a loser.I dont know how wud my parents react if I failed to get an admission on Med College. So Im kinda passing thru complex feeling. im always frustrated and angry,sad,disturbed. Overall I hate myself now.I never thought my life wud end up becoming a loser.I dont wanna die..death is scary for me as Im pretty sure I will burn in hell.My parents never get what um going thru.No one understands me.I have no one to share my feelings my thoughts.Im just too alone.Many good people tried to help me but they dont understand what i feel.and also if any boys shows too affections or care.. i fell for them..I hate myself for this..and I dont really prefer to have a good female friends because most of them are just selfish n jealous. Im just facing too many emotional waves.Im.not able to write things on proper sequence. Just writing whatever coming thru my head.And I think I suck at English :) or maybe I suck at everything:)

I think you're not a loser ^-^. and your English is also good stop saying that you're loser.look at yourself - be happy that you have brain. head.hands some people don't have such things like you T-T. you have a family. you're still alive your heart is beating so, be happy for every moment in your life even it's the worst day.) and don't suck on one thing - try everything. if you won't enter that <span style="background-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Segoe UI&quot;, Roboto, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Arial, sans-serif, &quot;Apple Color Emoji&quot;, &quot;Segoe UI Emoji&quot;, &quot;Segoe UI Symbol&quot;, Inconsolata; font-size: 16.2px; text-align: justify; white-space: normal;">College don't be sad just try something new maybe you are good at another thing:))I wish you'll enter to that college! Believe yourself. Nobody takes care about you except yourself and live like it's the last day of your life!be happy^^ ♥ ☺

I think you're not a loser ^-^. and your English is also good stop saying that you're loser.look at yourself - be happy that you have brain. head.hands some people don't have such things like you T-T. you have a family. you're still alive your heart is beating so, be happy for every moment in your life even it's the worst day.) and don't suck on one thing - try everything.  if you won't enter that  College don't be sad just try something new maybe you are good at another thing:))I wish you'll enter to that college! Believe yourself. Nobody takes care about you except yourself and live like it's the last day of your life!be happy^^ ♥ ☺

Re: Im a loser

Let's just keep holding on. If u feel pressured at your decision to become a doctor, then let go. If that's what you really wanted in life then pray for the courage to strive hard at your chosen path. You are very young and im telling you, there's more mountains to climb. Do not lose hope. Help is always along the way while you are slowly climbing your hill. Just trust the process. Pray. It always works.

Let's just keep holding on. If u feel pressured at your decision to become a doctor, then let go. If that's what you really wanted in life then pray for the courage to strive hard at your chosen path. You are very young and im telling you, there's more mountains to climb. Do not lose hope. Help is always along the way while you are slowly climbing your hill. Just trust the process. Pray. It always works. 

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