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Im a Monster

I love my cats more than anything in the world but my mental illnesses are fucked up and though they arent an excuse, they are part of the reason ive tried to murder one of my cats several times now and tied him up / restrained him and satisfied to hear him cry meowing and he becomes obediant and submissive afterward, but the guilt and remorse is incredibly crushing on my soul . I love my furbabies so much . I am a monster. I wish i was born with stable brain.