I am a complete and total piece of shit. Don't start disputing now, let me get to the meat and bones. I made friends with someone. She's absolutely crazy.Has probably destroyed more lives than she cares to admit. She's been diagnosed borderline psychotic within the last 2 years. I guess I'm a little more fucked in the head.She did deserve the crushing blow of the letter. I should have been better.I didn't do a good enough job. I was too specific. I should have changed one or two details. Added a few fictional words. I'm unhappy that you have access to your phone right now. I thought I would be rid of you for at least a week. Now look at me. I cleared my name. I received information that I am not trustworthy. Thank you to those that backed me up, but I lied. I lied so much. I'm going to keep lying until I'm bored of all of you. Thats a pity. I do like some of you. As much as I can. I don't know the extent of the emotions I'm feeling. I think this will be the most raw ive ever been in my life.Ive got that sinking feeling in my stomach, that ache in my throat. I paid someone on fiverr to send that to your house. To fuck up your life. On purpose. I don't like you, and I think youre a crazy fucking bitch that the world would be a better place without. You ARE manipulative and you ARE abusive and you've used me for far too long. I've always operated on the give and take principle, but you just keep taking. I dont want to give you any more. No more time, no more money, no more free things. I'm so sick of it. I think I hate you. But I have to keep up appearances for everyone else because like I said, for now, I sort of like them.All of this was a conscious choice. Including the other thing. The number. Also me. Not sorry. This is the furthest I've ever gone in on something like this.I know I can get past the guilt, anyway. I've never been ANYTHING but loyal to my spouse-to-be and I won't hear a PEEP otherwise. I almost hope the hobby runs out of cash before the end of the pandemic. That way I truly won't ever have to see you again and I can fade out of your life and maybe one day make a thread on kf about you.Yeah. I do hate you. You fucking suck and my god if I added up all the money I spent on you, I'd take all the cash you had right now and it wouldn't be enough. I sent the letter, I posted the number and theres nothing you can EVER do about it because I'm smarter than all of you.Sure I had a few panic moments but my heart is still beating fast and im still afraid ill be found out. Gotta delete fiverr for good, wipe all traces of that. Then I think I'm okay. One tiny thing on fb links me but like only I know about that and im not gonna tell fuckin anyone anything. So.Also it wasn't a full dox, so be thankful. I could have taken it other places. And the mods there won't give up an ip unless the po or feds get into it. Which, no threat was made. I fucking hate you, I hope you move out of state and never come back, I hope you spend Christmas where you are right the FUCK now.I do sort of feel better.Would i do it again? Yes. I would. But I would be muuuuuuch smarter about it. Send it from Oklahoma or wherever, that would have really done the trick in. Cement hate for another. But it has to stop now, because if I keep it up, you'll know its me.Fuck you.