I had so many feelings for you. I was so sure you were the one, I felt it so deep in my gut. I really don't know how I could've been so wrong. Talking to you was literally the highlight of my day, everyday. I always looked forward to our time together and would look forward to it. I've never connected so deeply with anyone in my entire 21 years of existence like I did with you. You made me feel safe, you felt like home. I could really be myself with you. I loved who I was when we were together because you brought out the parts of me I thought I had lost, the best parts of me. I know it was hard maintaining a relationship given our unusual circumstances, but I did everything I possibly could've to keep you from leaving. But you didn't do the same. I will never understand why you didn't try harder, why you didn't fight for us, and why it was so easy for you to walk away. While I feel like I lost a chunk of my heart, you seem to be completely unbothered. Its so hard and I'm so so sad. I don't know how I'm supposed to just be okay now that you're gone forever. Now we're strangers again, but this time we are strangers that know a little too much about one another. Maybe in a parallel universe or another lifetime.