One of my worst fears is being left alone forever, and being left behind. I don't know if it any fault but noone cares about me. I'm always giving myself and I can't stop, I've tried.
There is only one person I call a friend and they are my cousin. Its hard I'm always alone and I don't know what to do. I'm just so tired all the time.
I feel so alone, like I'm in the endless black room and it's great, really, because at least I know noones going to leave me.
I honestly just needed to vent, and put this somewhere. If you read this, thanks.