Everyone in my family but me eats well, meanwhile I barely eat. I honestly don’t even know why I do this, It’s not about looks, and it’s not like I never try. Today, all the meals I ate combined barely adds up to half of a normal meal. A few days ago I realized just how skinny I am. It was shocking to say the least. I don’t want to diagnose myself with anything. I’ve just been feeling ashamed of myself lately. I sometimes wonder what my siblings think of me sometimes. Do they think I’m weak? annoying? Maybe an act for attention? My brother is a little overweight and if I ever try to eat as much as he does, I feel like throwing up. Even with a normal sized meal. I’m sorry this turned out so long, I don’t even know why I’m on here..