(i'm afab) i don't think i have a sex addiction, but i love the feeling of orgasm. it's not even because i'm aroused or by any content im watching; it's purely for the orgasm. i've gotten so efficient i can crank one out in under 3 minutes. i average 2-4 orgasms a day, but on others i can rack it up to 7-10 times. i don't ever care about what kind of content i read or watch. i've indulged in everything from actual porn to fanart and fanfiction of anything you can think of under the sun. i scour r34 and e621. when the tame content bores me i go looking for stuff like watersports/scat/emeto, especially fanart. obviously this isn't anything anyone would openly admit to, but i know this isn't normal. it eats me up knowing i'm into sick shit like this and that i can never truly tell anybody the full extent of what i'm into.