I'm broken

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So im 17 and I have been one to other think every small situation for the past 6-7 years and I just want to know when it'll get better because its gone from bullying to friends having better things to do and now I feel broken and useless with no one actually opening and reading messages and the ones that do open them reply with guilt comments if I talk about my feelings. I just want some friends who can respond with reassurance that it gets better and remind me of the good times we've had because I can't think of one day I've not thought I've done something wrong. I just don't want to feel empty, slightly suicidal and alone with no one to trust or talk to.