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I’m depraved

I am struggling with previous actions of talking to girls much farther under my age, I feel guilty about it every single day. Nothing sexual occurred between me and them, no pictures, no plans to do anything, but I shudder everytime I think about it. I was a very sexually depraved person addicted to porn and other sexual deviancy things, i never once dreamt about forcing myself onto other people but that doesn’t make it better. I once talked to a girl who was younger than me and engage in sexual conversations, (no pictures) and I feel nothing but guilt and remorse everytime I think about it. I was 17 at the time, but it still hurts knowing that I did such a thing.





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21 days ago

Re: I’m depraved

Hey brother, my english is not good but I wanna say something to you...I read your Heartmelting story... Don't think you are alone. God is With you If you feel Alone then talks to God, God won't never leave You Alone.


.Al-Quran

Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 2


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَالَّيۡلِ اِذَا سَجٰىۙ ۞ 


Translation:

 and by the night when it becomes peaceful,


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 3


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


مَا وَدَّعَكَ رَبُّكَ وَمَا قَلٰىؕ‏ ۞ 


Translation:

 your Lord (O Prophet,) has neither forsaken you, nor has become displeased.


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 4


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَلَـلۡاٰخِرَةُ خَيۡرٌ لَّكَ مِنَ الۡاُوۡلٰىؕ ۞ 


Translation:

 Surely the Hereafter is much better for you than the present life.


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 5


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَلَسَوۡفَ يُعۡطِيۡكَ رَبُّكَ فَتَرۡضٰىؕ ۞ 


Translation:

 And of course, your Lord will give you so much that you will be pleased.

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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 6


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


اَلَمۡ يَجِدۡكَ يَتِيۡمًا فَاٰوٰى ۞ 


Translation:

 Did He not find you an orphan, and give you shelter?


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 7


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَوَجَدَكَ ضَآ لًّا فَهَدٰى ۞ 


Translation:

 And He found you unaware of the way (the Shari_ah ) , then He guided you.


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 8


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَوَجَدَكَ عَآئِلًا فَاَغۡنٰىؕ ۞ 


Translation:

 and He found you in need, then made you need-free.


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 9


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


فَاَمَّا الۡيَتِيۡمَ فَلَا تَقۡهَرۡؕ ۞ 


Translation:

 Therefore, as for orphan, do not oppress him,


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 10


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَاَمَّا السَّآئِلَ فَلَا تَنۡهَرۡؕ ۞ 


Translation:

 and as for the beggar, do not scold him.


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Surah No. 93 - Ayah No. 11


أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـم

بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ


وَاَمَّا بِنِعۡمَةِ رَبِّكَ فَحَدِّثۡ  ۞ 



Translation:

 And about the bounty of your Lord, do talk.