I am struggling with previous actions of talking to girls much farther under my age, I feel guilty about it every single day. Nothing sexual occurred between me and them, no pictures, no plans to do anything, but I shudder everytime I think about it. I was a very sexually depraved person addicted to porn and other sexual deviancy things, i never once dreamt about forcing myself onto other people but that doesn’t make it better. I once talked to a girl who was younger than me and engage in sexual conversations, (no pictures) and I feel nothing but guilt and remorse everytime I think about it. I was 17 at the time, but it still hurts knowing that I did such a thing.

I am struggling with previous actions of talking to girls much farther under my age, I feel guilty about it every single day. Nothing sexual occurred between me and them, no pictures, no plans to do anything, but I shudder everytime I think about it. I was a very sexually depraved person addicted to porn and other sexual deviancy things, i never once dreamt about forcing myself onto other people but that doesn’t make it better. I once talked to a girl who was younger than me and engage in sexual conversations, (no pictures) and I feel nothing but guilt and remorse everytime I think about it. I was 17 at the time, but it still hurts knowing that I did such a thing.

Hey brother, my english is not good but I wanna say something to you...I read your Heartmelting story... Don't think you are alone. God is With you If you feel Alone then talks to God, God won't never leave You Alone. .Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 2 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَالَّيۡلِ اِذَا سَجٰىۙ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;and by the night when it becomes peaceful, Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 3 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ مَا وَدَّعَكَ رَبُّكَ وَمَا قَلٰىؕ‏ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;your Lord (O Prophet,) has neither forsaken you, nor has become displeased. Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 4 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَلَـلۡاٰخِرَةُ خَيۡرٌ لَّكَ مِنَ الۡاُوۡلٰىؕ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;Surely the Hereafter is much better for you than the present life. Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 5 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَلَسَوۡفَ يُعۡطِيۡكَ رَبُّكَ فَتَرۡضٰىؕ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;And of course, your Lord will give you so much that you will be pleased.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 6 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ اَلَمۡ يَجِدۡكَ يَتِيۡمًا فَاٰوٰى ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;Did He not find you an orphan, and give you shelter? Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 7 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَوَجَدَكَ ضَآ لًّا فَهَدٰى ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;And He found you unaware of the way (the Shari_ah ) , then He guided you. Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 8 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَوَجَدَكَ عَآئِلًا فَاَغۡنٰىؕ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;and He found you in need, then made you need-free. Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 9 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ فَاَمَّا الۡيَتِيۡمَ فَلَا تَقۡهَرۡؕ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;Therefore, as for orphan, do not oppress him, Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 10 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَاَمَّا السَّآئِلَ فَلَا تَنۡهَرۡؕ ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;and as for the beggar, do not scold him. Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 11 أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ وَاَمَّا بِنِعۡمَةِ رَبِّكَ فَحَدِّثۡ  ۞&nbsp; Translation:&nbsp;And about the bounty of your Lord, do talk.

Hey brother, my english is not good but I wanna say something to you...I read your Heartmelting story... Don't think you are alone. God is With you If you feel Alone then talks to God, God won't never leave You Alone..Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 2أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَالَّيۡلِ اِذَا سَجٰىۙ ۞ Translation: and by the night when it becomes peaceful,Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 3أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِمَا وَدَّعَكَ رَبُّكَ وَمَا قَلٰىؕ‏ ۞ Translation: your Lord (O Prophet,) has neither forsaken you, nor has become displeased.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 4أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَلَـلۡاٰخِرَةُ خَيۡرٌ لَّكَ مِنَ الۡاُوۡلٰىؕ ۞ Translation: Surely the Hereafter is much better for you than the present life.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 5أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَلَسَوۡفَ يُعۡطِيۡكَ رَبُّكَ فَتَرۡضٰىؕ ۞ Translation: And of course, your Lord will give you so much that you will be pleased.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 6أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِاَلَمۡ يَجِدۡكَ يَتِيۡمًا فَاٰوٰى ۞ Translation: Did He not find you an orphan, and give you shelter?Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 7أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَوَجَدَكَ ضَآ لًّا فَهَدٰى ۞ Translation: And He found you unaware of the way (the Shari_ah ) , then He guided you.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 8أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَوَجَدَكَ عَآئِلًا فَاَغۡنٰىؕ ۞ Translation: and He found you in need, then made you need-free.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 9أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِفَاَمَّا الۡيَتِيۡمَ فَلَا تَقۡهَرۡؕ ۞ Translation: Therefore, as for orphan, do not oppress him,Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 10أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَاَمَّا السَّآئِلَ فَلَا تَنۡهَرۡؕ ۞ Translation: and as for the beggar, do not scold him.Al-QuranSurah No. 93 - Ayah No. 11أَعـوذُ بِاللهِ مِنَ الشَّيْـطانِ الرَّجيـمبِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِوَاَمَّا بِنِعۡمَةِ رَبِّكَ فَحَدِّثۡ  ۞ Translation: And about the bounty of your Lord, do talk.