i’m depressed?

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hi, let me just get right to the point. i’m seventeen and i suspect i may be depressed. uh, i can’t really professionally get tested because i’d have to tell my parents and that’s never going to happen. you see, i have five younger siblings ranging from ages fifteen to four and right now or parents are divorcing so i’m the only support my siblings have…but i don’t have anyone. this will be the second divorce i’ve gone through and that paired with a past full of homophobia and racism, i haven’t really had the best time growing up. the thing is, i have many friends, my dad is actually famous and i’m apparently very attractive so what’s there to be sad about. i’m not sad though…i’m empty, numb. i’m tired and the only reason i have to live right now is because if i go, who will protect my siblings?