I honestly don't know how much more I can actually take. Its constant bullshit every single day. I'm a mum of 2 and my partner is horrid, like he doesn't respect me at all. He rapes me and tells me I should like it. I've not been happy for a while, we argue constantly, he calls me all sorts of names and I'm honestly done. I can't leave because he will take my children away and I can't live without them, my own way out is death. I don't want to leave my kids but mentally I can't do this shit any more. I'm done. I'm done.