To be honest, I wanted to tell you Ive been struggling for a while now. I feel like I've been waiting for things to go back to normal since April. We’ve been through something crazy and you withdrew. Every time i felt my voice start to form, you’d do something that would make me think you cared. Probably not the best time to say something but I've been waiting a long time to bring this up and the perfect time isn't coming. So here’s your out, if you want out, tell me and I’m gone. Don’t leave me hoping.