I think I’m addicted to masturbating. It just feels so good, I’ve even done it secretly in public bathrooms because the possibility of being caught was thrilling. Obviously i dont want to be caught, and I’ve never told anyone. I try not to let it control me and still be productive, but on slow days i find myself getting off 4 times or more in a single session. When i finally get it under control i sit down but then i smell myself getting wet through my pants and i get horny all over again.
I feel so ashamed. It feels so good and no one knows about how much i do it, so why do i feel so terrible about this? I want to stop. I want to be normal.