Im fine, but i know its going to hurt so much more tomorrow. Its going to hurt knowing I won't be the first you talk to when you walk up, or that you won't be the first person I'll text when i get up in the morning. Hurts knowing that i can't wish you a good day anymore without hurting. I'm fine, but it hurts when i remember you said, "were a great girlfriend." Hurts that i cant say i love you anymore. I know you need time for those reasons, and im not upset about that. I know you need to do that, but it hurt that you were once mine, and now youre not. I hate making this about me, but it hurts so bad. You said it was fine to move on bc its unfair to me, but i don't care youre the only person I've ever truely loved. I've had so many crushes and not one did i ever really want to be with, but with you...with you it was different. I only ever wanted to be with you and i had a great time when you were mine. I appreciate to even know you. I remember when we both said we were obsessed with each other...huh "were" no i still am. I don't know if you still do with me. I should've known this was coming. I realized something was off, but i was too much of a coward to ask if you were okay. The moment you stopped being so affection...i should've known. It might've been bc of the situation youre in right now...or maybe you just don't love me anymore. If you don't that fine. You still meant and still do mean a lot to me. I will always remember you because you had such an impact on me. Every single thing like water, flowers, sweaters, sleep, my bed, and many other things will remind me of you. I truely wish you the best with your journey. One thing i still wonder is...did i ever make you happy the way you made me? Did i make you feel as happy as i hoped i would when we were first getting to know each other? Did i truely made you laugh? Did i somehow make an impact on you? I just wanted to make you happy...and i hope i did that. If you do move on while you're on your journey then i wish for the next girl to treat you amazing because its what you deserve. I hope shes able to make you happier then i ever did. I hope she'll give you those kisses i always wanted to give you. To have you in her arms after you have a nightmare. To make you feel safe. I know you might never see this but with this i say this one last time for now atleast...I love you. I love you so much and i wish for you to be happy.